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YOU GOT ISSUES PART 14, THE EFFECTS OF A ALCOHOLIC
YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 14, The Effects Of A Alcoholic Parent You been through a lot huh? The verbal abuse , physical abuse not being able to trust what they say no matter what. They have failed you so many times but you love them so you take them back in no matter what. This is my story I grew up with an alcoholic father who drunk heavily although he never hit us but the words sticks forever the damage stays forever. I have never once picked up a drink I fear I would be like hi
elliottqiana8
Aug 16, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 13, THE FORGIVER
A heart so pure yet it never knows when it's getting taking advantage of or when to stop loving and just let go people have hurt you so bad, yet you still see the good in them we have to take people for what they are the good and the bad I understand at one point they made you happy they probably where your happiness, but the real question is how this person is helping you grow because from where I'm standing, they're like a leach and they take and take and never replace You
elliottqiana8
Aug 1, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 12, THE HEALER
YOU GOT ISSUES,PART12,THE HEALER You take in anyone no matter how big their scars are, you want to heal them , you hate seeing people do bad so you constantly want to help but what about you? You don’t even care for yourself let alone love yourself. You keep healing everyone but who heals you and I know for a fact you’re just going to say yourself you keep taking in so much your scars are way bigger than everyone but you don’t let them show you don’t speak up but that’s just
elliottqiana8
Jul 13, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES, PART 11, THE GIVER
YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 11, THE GIVER Are you the person who gives and gives and never asked for anything in return The one who’s afraid to be selfish and lets everyone runs all over them. People steadily take advantage of you because your heart is to kind but now you’re at the point where you are tired And your heart just feels numb; you use to be so nice check up on everyone give them money and They never returned it. But then you finally realized all of that was one sided and
elliottqiana8
Jul 7, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 10,OVERTHINKING
YOU GOT ISSUES, PART 10, OVERTHINKING it just won’t stop will it, it’s constantly eating you alive you try to stop thinking but it never stops You overthink every single thing in your life Are you good enough, will this relationship work out, are they cheating, am I really pretty It truly never ends Overthinking is a part of my daily life I feel like it held me back more than anything I’m holding myself back because I don’t believe In myself It’s like I’m playing tug a war wi
elliottqiana8
Jun 24, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 9,ME VS ME
YOU GOT ISSUES, PART 9,ME VS ME I feel at this time in my life Like I’m the only one bringing myself Down and Ik a lot of you can feel that everyone telling you how smart you are You’ll do good and that you’re so pretty Deep down you don’t even know That person their describing You don’t even know who you are Anymore Some days you laugh, some you’re sad Or just angry at the world They’re all you right ? but u get to a point you don’t know which To choose You're in this consta
elliottqiana8
Jun 22, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES, PART 8,COMMUNICATION
YOU GOT ISSUES ,PART 8,COMMUNICATION I see in majority of us we lack the ability to Communicate, we preach so much about it But find it so hard to do it I love communication for them to tell me When I’m wrong or how they are feeling about Situations But when it comes to me it’s very hard Because when I tried to tell others my feelings It’s like they didn’t hear me or made me feel dumb So, I just stopped talking In situations like these if another makes u Feel like they not li
elliottqiana8
Jun 18, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 7, ABANDONMENT ISSUES
YOU GOT ISSUES PART 7, ABANDONMENT ISSUES The feeling of being left by people who you want to stay in your life , the tight feeling in your chest When u want them to stay but you don’t want to beg anyone ,you’ve been abandoned by people Who said they would stay regardless of there status in your life it still left that empty feeling It goes from parents that have left even family and friends . So your scared to meet new people You don’t get close to them afraid that’ll they’l
elliottqiana8
Jun 18, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES PART 6, RELATIONSHIPS
YOU GOT ISSUES PART 6,RELATIONSHIPS Now we’ve all been in some Rough patches in relationships It starts with the honey phase Everything is right nothing going wrong They show you their this perfect person Well love just wait for the climax for them To show you their true colors if only They showed that I would’ve started running Relationships Have been the main reason why I truly Don’t trust people and have cost me my sanity I dated a guy for a few months I thought Everything
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Jun 17, 20234 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 5 TRUST ISSUES
Being Able To Trust Is A Difficult Task
elliottqiana8
Jun 17, 20233 min read
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YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 4 FEELING ALONE
You Got Issues ,Part 4 Feeling Alone It’s been a while everyone Had to take time to heal and get to know who I am and I’m still on this journey What I want to talk about Is the feeling of loneliness It’s suffocating Like you have no one Even when people are by you It’s like you're trapped Ina room Just darkness and you can’t find A way out You try to reach out But it feels no one truly Understands how you feel Or what you have been through I don’t know what any of you Are go
elliottqiana8
Jun 16, 20232 min read
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You Got Issues , Part 3 Generational Trauma
Obviously we all have generational trauma passed on from our parents from their parents and so on. But how do we end this cycle. No one...
elliottqiana8
Oct 2, 20223 min read
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You Got Issues, Part 2 Religion, Trigger Warning!!
Growing up I was raised Christian, I never questioned anything, i put my faith into someone I didn't even know personally. They kept...
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Oct 2, 20223 min read
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You Got Issues, Part 1 Mental Health
Now we all struggle with mental health, but how do we heal from it? Most of us just hold it back and try to forget. But that never really...
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Oct 1, 20222 min read
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