YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 12, THE HEALER

YOU GOT ISSUES,PART12,THE HEALER

You take in anyone no matter how big their scars are, you want to heal them , you hate seeing people do bad so you constantly want to help

but what about you? You don’t even care for yourself let alone love yourself. You keep healing everyone but who heals you and I know for a fact you’re just going to say yourself

you keep taking in so much your scars are way bigger than everyone but you don’t let them show you don’t speak up but that’s just you

You like to give a helping hand you give them

The shirt off your back if you had to

You constantly give advice

You tell them nice things about them

But you never even take your own advice

I guess you just know the right words

Cause that’s what you would like to hear

But really whose listening to you

Whose filling up your heart when you constantly

Give it to other people when they don’t have it

The healer is someone who has been through the most , they know the right words to pull you in , they know how to mend a broken heart

But barely there on, they like to give advice because it sorta helps them in a way

No one was there to tell them the words so

They preach it to other people

If you have someone like this hug them

Be there for them they can be in a storm

And you won’t even know cause you never

Check up on them but they was always there for you

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Here for this next selection I'm going to give

you a glimpse into my head QWN

they all disappeared didn’t they

You healed all they wounds

They left marks that would never heal

They came to you constantly

About there problems

But when it came to you they

Basically said suck it up

It ain that serious

They never cared but you did

So now you left wondering what to do

You want to be that helping friend

You want to be there for them

But they just said forget you

Now you left thinking should you stoop to

They level or should you just keep

Goin and let it go

And your heart felt like it got so cold

You started to get nonchalant

You got so distant

But deep down you still wanted to help

People

But right now your trying so hard to help

Yourself to uplift yourself to tell yourself

To keep going

But no one knows that

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I’m tired of being the one who tries

I’m tired of being the person who heals

Everyone who comes in my life

Ima very happy person on the outside

But deep down I’m just a ball of emotion

I feel to much I think to much but I keep

On going

But it’s just I attract broken people

I guess the universe know I’ll try

To mend and put them back together

I hate seeing people down

I just want everyone to be happy

nd Ik it’s never the same in return

But that’s just me I wanna see everybody win

it’s so hard to heal deep within it’s so hard to

Keep going when you been pushed down

I know what it takes to heal

but sometimes your just not ready because

Your still caught up with the things

That have damaged you

That’s why I fight so hard for people

That feel this cause y’all not alone

But when you in your room with just walls

Shutting everybody out it feels that way

So take a foot outside look at the world

Surround yourself with people who understand you Who are really there for you and won’t judge you

It’s hard but your going to get there

Eventually

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WE GOT THIS DONT QUIT NOW!!!!

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