YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 5 TRUST ISSUES

You got issues ,part 5 trust issues

Now majority of us have serious trust issues

To where we just don’t trust anyone

Either friends,family or people where Ina relationship with

Most likely it comes from everyone letting

Us down so we can’t find it in us to

Trust a person

This can cause serious damage to yourself

And to others as well

How you ask

One accusing others of doing something

They have not done

Pushing them away and makes them not

Want to associate with you

Some people go as far as getting

Their significant other

Location, blowing up there phone

And started arguments

That could've been prevented with just

A simple question

And I’m not bashing anyone

Bu simply trying to find another

Way of trusting another human being

Obviously we have to find the source

Why can’t you trust?

What started this

Well mines started when certain

Family members

Would say they would do something

And they didn’t

That eventually led me to

Just not having my hopes up

For anything or trusting what anyone says

Even in a relationship I find it hard

That they are being faithful

Because I know what it’s like to

Get cheated on lied on

And someone utterly betraying my trust

So how can we grow

What boundaries should we set

So we can be able to trust

But at a limit to where we

Don’t get hurt

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Here for this next selection I'm going to give

you a glimpse into my head

Can’t Trust 6/17/23 QWN

It’s like everyone betrays me

They never care for how I feel

They say they wouldn’t do it

Now I’m in my feelings

Because I decided to trust them

I let them in

They got all my hopes up

And they all say ima never do it

Again

There just liars

And they deceived me

And I try so hard to give people

The benefit of the doubt

No they wouldn’t do this

We like family

I wouldn’t do it so why would

They

But I suddenly realize it’s my fault

For thinking

They have the same heart as me

I keep projecting what I would do

And forget that everyone

Doesn’t think the same

So why would they care for my

Feelings

if they betrayed me once

Why should I let them back in

I give way to many chances

And each time it hurts the same

I’m tired of trusting people

It all ends the same

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Eventually you get tired and want to give up

You stop getting close to people

Afraid of what’s going to happen

Are they going to hurt me ,lie to me

Cheat on me

I’m scared , you start to panic

You don’t know what their doing

But you gotta realize people

Gone do what they gone do

And you gotta live your life

And be happy

If people wanna betray your trust

There not afraid of losing you

So what that means to me

They not supposed to be in your life

No more

They taught you that lesson

Now you got to move on to better

Create those boundaries with people

Stop letting them get to you

And obviously you knew this was coming

You saw the signs

But you stared blindly at them

With disbelief

You forgave them

But that didn’t mean they wouldn’t

Keep going

And it’s life people will betray you

But not everyone is out

To get you

But your simply just trying to

Find people who won’t

And I’m not sure if it’s reality

People will mess up

Eventually

You just have to find the people

That’s worth forgiving

Not everyone deserves it

But you can’t push away

Everyone

Cause even you make mistakes

Allow yourself to love,trust build and

Make memories

It’s okay to be scared and not trust

But don’t ruin perfectly good moments

Because you’re afraid to

Try again

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