YOU GOT ISSUES PART 6, RELATIONSHIPS

YOU GOT ISSUES PART 6,RELATIONSHIPS

Now we’ve all been in some

Rough patches in relationships

It starts with the honey phase

Everything is right nothing going wrong

They show you their this perfect person

Well love just wait for the climax for them

To show you their true colors if only

They showed that I would’ve started running

Relationships

Have been the main reason why I truly

Don’t trust people and have cost me my

sanity

I dated a guy for a few months I thought

Everything was perfect

He took my virginity I thought I was in love

But to turn out he broke up with me

On short notice through text

And just bluntly said he

Fell out of love with me and I let tht

Go but later on I started hearing

That he leaked something that was private

Between me and him I never found it

But I heard from people that actually knew

Me that said they saw it

And the people at my school just let it go

Took his side and I was just

Left there

For starters I want to say

I trusted him truly but we can’t trust everyone

Not everyone is going to have great intentions

People want to see you fall

And after that I felt like I was falling

As if all the light was took out of me

I started smoking more than usual

To just get it out of my head

But even at the end of the day it

Was still there bothering me

And most people would say it was

My fault

I want to say to every boy and girl

It is not your fault

People love the attention

And lack the ability to have

Remorse or empathy for another

Person

Relationship, Situationships or even just your

Normal interaction

Don’t give everyone your full trust

TRUST YOUR GUT!!!

In relationships I see it in me and others

We give them our all

And they give us nothing

But pain we have to stop this

If someone is showing you

They don’t care show them you can do better

Than them and keep walking

Stop wasting your time

On people who will continuously hurt you

Even though they make you feel good

Physically or for those short moments

They will have ever lasting effects on

You mentally

YOU’RE NOT ALONE!!

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Here for this next selection I'm going to give

you a glimpse into my head

Pretended 6/17/23

The days I was sleeping

In your bed

You looked at me as if you still

Loved me

But I guess I was really deceived

I didn’t want anybody else

But you fell out of love with me

Your greatest fear was leading me on

Not hurting me

You still did it in the end

You wasted time

And I can’t go back

And rewind it

But thank you for doing it

Thank you for breaking the last

Thing

That was keeping me sain

Cause at this point

I’m starting to not care

And it feels really good

All the love I had was real

But yours I can’t say the same

You pretended

You let me fall

And you stood there and didn’t

Say anything

You asked for forgiveness

And to be blunt

I’ll never give you that

All of this was a mistake

And I blame myself

Cause again I wasn’t enough

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When I wrote this I was in the darkest place

I think people don’t realize how much hurt they

Cost others, causally playing with someone

Feelings is stupid and there’s no excuse

They feel like their not enough

In any way possible you use to have a happy

Person but then they drained it

They just left you empty

And one thing I really hate is when

They play victim after they hurt you

They make it seem like their really

Sad

they never imagine how you felt

Going into a big school

Dating someone who probably knows

Everyone and you don’t

And certain information gets spread

You know what I did

I disappeared I stop showing myself

For a few months

I didn’t want to feel judge

And I didn’t wanna see people

Face light up

We have to come together

STOP BEING QUIET, Tell them what they

Did , let that rage out

Stop caring for how they will feel

They didn’t care for you

I think my biggest red flag in a relationship

Is me being able to give love

But not feel it or maybe I was just with the

Wrong people

But even so feeling love is so hard

Because you tear your self down so

Much that’s the only thing

You truly feel probably

Babies we have to love ourselves

Treat ourselves go out and have fun …..

After the relationship ends your soul

Feels crushed and you feel you can’t

Let go

There happy living there lives

So why can’t you we gotta stop

Waiting in despair

And show them we can prosper

It’s okay to be sad to cry to feel mad

But we can’t feel that forever

Get up Get Your Money

Catch feelings later

Stop giving out everything for free

They gotta pay too

Tell them how you feel

How they made you feel this

Way

and we keep jumping to relationships

Because they feel good

We say we know we deserve love

But never are we ready for this

Because not everyone has the same love

Some love will destroy you some even

Build but it will be your greatest lesson🫶🏾

Short Messege- Suicidal Hotline Is 988

If You Ever Need To Contact Me

My Gmail is elliottqiana8@gmail.com

Instagram- @qwn.Qiana

WE GOT THIS DONT QUIT NOW!!!!

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