YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 7, ABANDONMENT ISSUES

YOU GOT ISSUES PART 7, ABANDONMENT ISSUES

The feeling of being left by people who you want to stay in your life , the tight feeling in your chest

When u want them to stay but you don’t want to beg anyone ,you’ve been abandoned by people

Who said they would stay regardless of there status in your life it still left that empty feeling

It goes from parents that have left even family and friends . So your scared to meet new people

You don’t get close to them afraid that’ll they’ll just up and leave

And I even see abandonment issues in kids

There afraid for you to leave they hold

On to ur leg cry and beg for you not to go

Even with animals who have been left

By there owners

Even with me I’m really trying to say

You’re not alone and it’s okay to feel this way

Your start to get distant even with the choices you make

You don’t want to push them away

But you never know how to make them stay

You always blame yourself

But really it’s not your fault

People have a mind of there on

And not everyone is supposed to stay

I think life send people to your life

And make them leave so you don’t get that

Attachment so you know not to just get

Attached to everyone that walks in

No matter what’s that say

Even in relationships

The greatest scare you don’t want your

Partner to leave

You want them by yourself 24/7

The feeling of them just leaving hurt so bad

But eventually it happens

So what do you do next ?

You beg,You cry or get angry at the world

Cause why come in my life

If your just going to leave

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Everyone just leaves, and I’m left

With this soul crushing feeling

Why did they even hit me up

Why they come in my life

If they know they would just leave

I feel abandon

It’s like they left me in this desert

With no map

And I can’t find a way out

I try to hold on to these

Memories

I even try to grab their hand

But they just keep walking

And move on

While I’m left here

So what do I do

This pain is to much

I just want people in my life

That won’t leave

But I forget this is reality

And I’m just wishing for

Things that’ll never happen

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I feel that some people just leave

because there afraid to hold on

There afraid of this so called

Commitment they probably just don’t

Want to get hurt

While others leave because they got what

They wanted and moving on to the next person

To drain them

And the only thing you could do

Is be cautious on who you get attached to

Regardless of how you feel

It’s meant to happen

To teach you and to build you

But that doesn’t mean to push away

Everyone to not let them close

But that’s your life and that’s the wall

You have build

Not everyone is going to leave you

And if they do

Some leave because it’s there journey

Just like you have to

It’s time for everyone to live there life

And eventually they’ll come back

When the time is right

On this journey your going to

Find who you are

Heal from trauma you have been

Through or even just simply going to college

or wherever life takes you

Your going to feel that way

But really you just miss them

And this is just the start

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