YOU GOT ISSUES,PART 10,OVERTHINKING

YOU GOT ISSUES, PART 10,OVERTHINKING

it just won’t stop will it , it’s constantly eating you alive you try to stop thinking but it never stops

You overthink every single thing in your life

Are you good enough, will this relationship work out , are they cheating, am I really pretty

It truly never end

Overthinking is apart of my daily life

I feel like it hailed me back more than anything

I’m holding myself back because I don’t believe

In myself

It’s like I’m playing tug a war with my mind

And I don’t know which one will win

It’s constantly tearing me apart

I try to put on this smile and laugh away

Everything

But it got me it’s like I’m trapped

I don’t know why I’m like this

I try to be confident but the little voice

In my head says you’re not good enough

You’ll never be great

And it hurts cause I’m trying so hard

You’re trying so hard

Can’t even go out and socialize cause that’s

When you really feeling alone

And that’s when the thoughts really

Start to kick in

And everyone asking what’s wrong

You can’t even say nun

You just feel drain

How do we stop thinking like this

How do we confuse our brain to

Believe better in ourself

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Here for this next selection I'm going to give

you a glimpse into my head QWN

I feel like I’m drowning

And I’m the one whose

Drowning myself , I keep letting

Myself down I keep letting everybody

Down or that’s just what I think

All these thoughts comin an

And I can’t catch a break

I can’t even sleep without

Everything attacking me

In my dreams

My mind Ina spiral

I hope no one’s watching

My demons trynna get to me

They don’t know will both sink

Constantly putting myself

Down

Constantly ruining everything

I just want peace

But how do I find peace

When the chaos is inside me

Do I just stop thinking

Do I cry and cry till

I heal from these open wounds

They have caused me

Im trying so hard not to break

But that’s probably what I need

I need to let loose

I need to let it all collapse

And it sucks everyday

Cause I overthink everything

Can’t have a good relationship

Can’t trust anyone

Don’t wanna depend on no one

Cause the scenes that play out

In my mind is cruel

I just wnna be away from everybody

I don’t know if I’m manifestin shi

That’s happening to me

I’m trying to think more

Positive

But I’m just use to this feeling

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People tell you to think positive

Don’t think bad about yourself but you

Just can’t help it

It’s you it’s your mind

But you feel like it’s constantly playing

Tricks with you

You start to smoke to get fresh

Air so yo mind can finally rest

But it just makes it worse

Not gone always be the same

Affect

Your in this constant battle with

Yourself

You don’t even believe in yourself anymore

And it’s even worse when you in a relationship

Other person can’t even say the truth

Cause you already believe

What you mind saying

And I ain’t saying don’t trust yo gut

I’m saying don’t be misguided

You gone continue to overthink

But there’s going to be a point in your life

You get fed up with yourself

You know you’re pretty

You know you’re enough

Yes they actually do love you

Stop failing yourself

Don’t be the one to stop yourself again

Keep going

It’s going to keep throwing things

At you

You either dodge it

Or let it take you down

What you wanna do

I think we both know the answer to that

Overthinking is the most suffering

Cause it’s in silence

You feel you have no voice

You feel you can’t reach out

Remember you’re no close to being

Alone

So don’t suffer in silence

Don’t Quit Just Yet🫶🏾

Short Messege- Suicidal Hotline Is 988

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My Gmail is elliottqiana8@gmail.com

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WE GOT THIS DONT QUIT NOW!!!!

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