YOU GOT ISSUES,SETTLING

You Got Issues,Chapter 2,Part 3, Settling

Why do we deprive ourselves we see what’s available and think that its alright knowing you deserve more

You keep getting hurt and hurt eventually you just get use to this feeling , here’s your new addiction you don’t know how to accept good

You’re not use to good

So you just keep reminiscing bringing your past to the present so therefore you never had healed

This pain in your heart is temporary

But you never forget what you been through

You stay cautious

But yet you still let people play with your heart

You still settle for lesser and lesser

It starts to get funny when you look back at it

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Here For This Selection I’m going to give

You a glimpse into my head QWN

I settle for less because that’s the only thing available to me

And I’m never surprised in the end

Because I never had hope in the beginning

The take and they take

And when I disappear

I’m the one that’s tripping

And I try to give my all

And I’m the only one to blame

When there’s nothing left and I’m drained

I just want to feel something

But I guess I get what I’m asking for

Cause this always hurts

Even when I’m genuine

I feel numb and I try to smoke to forget

But it’s always there

I got hurt so much because I was kind I was naive

I didn’t deserve it because I never hurt a soul

But now I’m thinking who was really wrong

Where all at different parts of our lives

To teach us something

And I’ve learned my lesson

But I keep learning more and more

And I’m not God Greatest Soldier

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I’ve made so many mistakes when it comes to myself

Settling,Not loving myself, Not being Confident

But we are all human we think what we have at the current moment is for us

And get mad when it blows up

When you knew the factors you knew how it would play out

But you just wanted to watch play along

Thinking maybe it would change

And there’s goes that feeling again

Guilt, Betrayal ,Drained

And there’s over a million people in this world

You think the guy that broke your heart countless of times , the one that cheated , the one that stabbed your heart not caring

Is the one ? When there’s so much more yet you hold yourself back

And stick with what you have

Because You’re scared, Not Confident

you feel there the one you look at all the good times even when the odds outweigh them

And not just settling in relationship even in life

You hold yourself back

You could’ve been in a better situation

You could’ve been happier

But you didn’t believe you deserve it

So that became your reality

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WE GOT THIS DONT QUIT NOW!!!!

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