⚔️Misunderstood🪽

You ever feel like every day of your waking life

You’re speaking a different language

And no one else is hearing you

Your physicality communicates to them you’re one way

And your soul is trynna break that barrier

Screaming please hear me

It seems to them your testimony

Isn’t worth the read

They rate you based on assumptions

They project

And you’re left wondering

What’s the point

Every day you try harder to remain optimistic

That you’ll meet people

Who will see you whole

And just when you think you’re finally at that point

It all crashes down

And you’re left with this hopeless feeling

A burden of loneliness, of agony

Questioning your very existence

Asking God repeatedly

Why do you have me here if I’m just supposed to be alone

It seems you don’t fit into cliques

Even the outcasts reject you

It seems you’re an alien in a foreign land

And the question that pops up in your head

When will you be chosen for genuine love

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Growing up they told us don’t try to fit in

We read a book called “The Road Not Taken”

To make your own path

But ,why when you actually listen

You’re cast aside?

They told us to question

But why when you raise your hand

You’re judged

You’re told you’re different

Is it that you’re misunderstood

Or that people are intentionally

Not wanting to understand you

If a celebrity pops up with the same mindset

They would be praised night and day

But you’re shunned

You’re crucified

They’re screaming off with your head

For your authenticity

I remember I was once in a rock band

We kept singing repeatedly

“Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don’t know where it goes

But it’s home to me, and I walk alone”

And it seems you understand now

If you have a conscience

If you search for answers

If you question

If you’re different from your peers

You have only one road

And that’s the one you pave

While the ones that follow others

Mock, judge, belittle you

Because you’re the change

This world needs

And it disrupts the system

They programmed it

To be

Sincerely Da’Vanity⚔️🪽~

Short Messege- Suicidal Hotline Is 988

If You Ever Need To Contact Me

My Gmail is elliottqiana8@gmail.com

Instagram- @dda_vanity

WE GOT THIS DONT QUIT NOW!!!!

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