⚔️I Stood Beside You🪽

Don’t walk away from me.

I made mistakes and I have stumbled in my own tracks,

But I never forsaken you.

I stayed by your side,

Day and night, and I never thought of switching up on you.

If the world turned its back on you,

If people rallied up against you,

I’d stand right beside you — let alone

Jump in front of you to take all the hatred they sent your way.

I’d consume it all with no complaints.

That’s how much I love you.

But why, when the masses came against me,

Why, when lies were spreading around,

You stood there, pushed me to the edge,

And joined along with them?

You couldn’t even tell me why.

But one thing that stood out to me

Was how you would smile in my face

While holding a knife behind your back.

You were waiting on the moment

I let you deceive me — to set me up.

And that would’ve been the end.

But I knew the plan and I knew who was involved.

And one thing you all had in common

Was that I truly loved you.

But I guess it wasn’t reciprocated.

I went through betrayal after betrayal,

Stabbed and stabbed repeatedly,

Screaming out in agony,

GOD, IT HURTS, PLEASE STOP THIS.

How could they hurt me

If all I ever did was love them unconditionally?

But they sold me for fame, for greed.

It was quite a shock

When they realized the grass wasn’t greener on the other side.

All they had to do was stay down,

And their garden would’ve stayed

In fruition.

Sincerely Da’Vanity⚔️🪽

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Loyalty

My definition of being loyal and this world’s differ.

I carry it in my roots — I’m grounded in holding you down.

While y’all’s is for show.

Y’all would switch up on your day ones

For people you met on day two.

You’d slime out your best friend

For a gram and 20 dollars.

You’d take a shortcut to get rich,

Then get mad in the end when it runs out,

Sending hatred my way ’cause I’m putting in that work,

And you wanna leech off of me.

In my soul, I wanted to come up with you.

What is mine was yours — I didn’t expect anything in return.

But y’all would breadcrumb me.

Alone, we would kick it, we would laugh

And have fun all night.

But when new people came along,

You made a mockery of me.

You showed me how you truly feel.

And all I gave was silence to the disrespect.

Maybe you’d be better over there,

And you seen that as a threat.

Me removing myself from your fuckery.

You only wanted to take.

You wanted to be in control of me.

Wanted to treat me however.

But I grew balls and said enough with that shit.

All the things I gave,

I poured back into myself.

Now you sitting there in regret

’Cause the people you ran to

Ain’t giving you nothing.

I was the source.

Short Messege- Suicidal Hotline Is 988

If You Ever Need To Contact Me

My Gmail is elliottqiana8@gmail.com

Instagram- @dda_vanity

WE GOT THIS DONT QUIT NOW!!!!

typos included I'm free writing 🫶🏾